Singer says she’s cut a lot of people out of her life after personal turmoil.
Britney Spears has finally broken the silence on her divorce from Kevin Federline and her trip to rehab - but not in a teary tell-all TV interview or juicy autobiography.
The embattled singer posted a long, emotional letter on her preferred means of communication these days: her Web site. In the letter, Spears confesses to her fans, “I was so lost.”
The undated post - which sits beside the same topless photo of Spears in a blond wig with her white-gloved hands covering her chest that has graced the site for weeks - is a candid trip through the singer’s recent troubled past. In it, she explains what drove her to rehab, how she feels she’s been dealt a raw deal by the press and how all she really wants is for her kids to have a childhood like the one she remembers, which was full of dancing, singing, watching movies with her family and joy.
“Recently, I was sent to a very humbling place called rehab,” wrote Spears, who recently completed a short club tour during which she danced and lip-synced along to a handful of her hits . “I truly hit rock bottom. Till this day I don’t think that it was alcohol or depression. I was like a bad kid running around with ADD. I had a manager from a long time ago come in and try to direct me and my life after I got my divorce. I was so overwhelmed I think that I was in a little shock too. I didn’t know who to go to. I realized how much energy and love I had put into my past relationship when it was gone because I genuinely did not know what to do with myself, and it made me so sad. I confess, I was so lost.”
November 7th, 2009 at 12:17 pm
lamo!!!